Letting Go and Other Artwork
by Kelsey Helen Bogan
A REFLECTION ON THE ART:
For me, art always felt like a divine calling placed on my heart long ago. I always wanted to be a professional artist but struggled to find the courage to make it happen. In 2022, I stepped away from a career as an early childhood teacher to make art full time. When I embarked on this creative journey, I never anticipated that I would be entering one of the loneliest, most difficult seasons of my life. As I grappled with this emotional turmoil, I found that making art was no longer a joyful experience. Instead, I faced immense resistance at the easel. I prayed to God to quiet the endless rumination and negative self-talk. Over this past year, I created my very first professional portfolio. This experience felt like an arduous journey down deep valleys and up beautiful mountain peaks. Looking back, I see now that the Lord was strengthening my heart and equipping me with the courage I thought I never had. I found myself in awe as God made himself known on the canvas. I learned to hold both joy and pain at the same time. And, that joy could be found if I allowed myself to get lost in the moment and be with him. Can we create things when we feel broken? Can we create things when we are whole? Yes! Yes, we can.